End of Act 4 Cyrano (Roxane's view)

                    I cannot believe, my dearest Christian's dead!!!! If he had just not went to battle, we would still be alive, about to marry me! I miss him very dearly. It's very, very hard not to think about it. When I went to check on him, right after he died, I saw a note, drenched in his blood from the battle. In it, it said: "My dearest Roxane, I  am writing you this letter as I am with your brother, Cyrano on our way to battle, to fight for you love. He told me that he wants us to get married and that he wishes the best for us. He said that he knows and understands how much you love me. I thought that was very, very nice of him to say that. He also told me to tell you to write to him everyday after we get married. I cannot wait to see you soon. With all love, Christian." After reading this letter, I understand that Cyrano loves me and hopes he never loses me. I kind of felt bad because I never paid attention to the signs saying that he really did like/love me. I wish I did so now I wouldn't be in this position of feeling like this. After reading that letter, it made me want to sit down with Cyrano and talk to him about what I had read/just found out about what he did and said to Christian. I never really thought of Cyrano of a brother, but I guess he thinks of me as a sister. That makes me feel good, because I grew up an orphan child and I never had any brothers or sisters. I'm going to talk to Cyrano about it tomorrow when he gets back into town.